It's been a while...

Okay, so it truly has been a long time. I think the last time I wrote here I was either still dating Mike or had just broken up with him, either way the break up was awful. It was the first time I had been broken up with and it sucked to say the least. After that I went back to Marc, which I will never do again, then Shaun, which was a bad idea (the boy cried more than I did) and now I'm single again, but already looking.

I know, I know. So soon? Yes because being in a relationship is part of my personality as a Libra. I need another person to play off of, to make me remember that I am human. I just wish I could relate to another person in such a way that they don't annoy me, or whatever it is that happens that makes all my relationships end. I told Katie that I needed to find the male form of her and then I would be set. The Holmes to my Watson so to speak.

I hate the whole dating, trying to date, awkward, don't know what the other person is thinking shit. I wish I could just read people's minds; it would definitely make things easier. I've met a bunch of people, but the majority of them seem like sleazes and assholes. Why is it so hard to find a good guy out there? Someone who will get you and understand you and not go overboard. I just don't get it.

I lost track of where this was suppose to go because I walked away, but I'm sure I'll return to it at some point.