Tired...

This weekend was great, but consequently I am extremely tired. I'm sitting at work this morning, and thank God no one was in the water because I definately feel asleep in the guard chair. For not long, but long enough that I was starting to fall towards the water, until that is, Sully was kind enough to come out of the locker room and yell 'Hey Ryan!' and wake me up.

But I don't think I would have done this weekend any differently. I got to spend a night with Mike just talking and watching tv and occasionally kissing... and then spend the next day with him and his sister and her husband and a couple friends celebrating a very well done Wintereenmas. Then I had to get up at 6:00 to be at work at 7:00 which kinda sucked.

I did get a phone call from a friend of mine and we had the type of discussion I wish I had recorded and just totally posted some place online for all to hear. We discussed relationships and the course that different relationships tend to take and what a person should do if they find themselves in those situations. What we came down to, as I saw it, is that we need to stop stressing about relationships and this concept love and just let it happen naturally as it may. We're all still young, I'm 23, not 40. If I start getting closer to 40 and I'm still single and being stupid, then I'll re-evaluate some things. Until then, I'm happy where I am, just going a day at a time and not stressing. People who stress and pressure themselves or others about relationships are stupid. There is no right or wrong, there just is and that's what we have to go with.