Ever have those moments when you think one thing, and then suddenly all these other and different thoughts start flooding your mind? Well, that happened to me this past week. I was coming home from work in the middle of the week, after not only being asked to work this weekend, but also being offered a job, and I thought for the first time about what my weekend was going to bring. And that's when every other thought in the world flooded through my brain.
I thought aboutbeing 22, and all the changes that were going on. Going from my current school, to the community college and finally to a local college all in the course of the coming year. Ideas of people I will meet, jobs that I'm being prepped for and all the school work that I have to get A's on just completely overwhelmed me.
To say the least I decided to stay home for this fourth of July weekend despite what other plans I might have had. I think that was the better idea in the long run. I'm torn in what I think I want and what I really want. Despite what I've said in previous posts, I am still happy being single. At the same time, I want to start dating, but not say that I am dating one specific person.
I don't want to look like a whore or like I'm easy or anything. That's totally not what I mean. I mean that I want the chance to find the right person without having to feel like I'm doing something wrong. If any of that made sense.
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1) Don't look as them as huge mountains you have to scale. Break it down step by step, piece by piece, into small goals. Reach the small ones one at a time, and then before you know it, the great big one is accomplished and successfully at that :D
2) Decisions to make: think about it, differential it if you have to.... but you know what feels right for you.
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